| | I feel so nervous lately. I don't know why, but when I am alone I get really nervous and I don't like it. I made lasagna today and I fucked it up royally. It was pretty sad. Then Julie yelled at me for it because it was for her boyfriend and his son apparently. She talks about Will a lot, and does shit for him she wouldn't do for me. I mean maybe she would and its just my imagination. But I guess all that matters is that thats how it feels. Sometimes things just feel so overwhelming its too killer to just say it. So I won't go on. I just hold on for the ride and find sanity in reading or watching movies or cooking. Sometimes it would be nice to just have someone to come home to that I knew wasn't going to be a douche and I could lay with and just love and be loved back. And not have to worry so much about everything. Yeah, that would be ideal.
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| | Posted 6/28/2006 3:11 AM - 13 Views - 18 eProps - 10 comments
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