why dont'cha czech_yourhead?
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I don't know how long I can hold my head up

 
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I feel so nervous lately. I don't know why, but when I am alone I get really nervous and I don't like it. I made lasagna today and I fucked it up royally. It was pretty sad. Then Julie yelled at me for it because it was for her boyfriend and his son apparently. She talks about Will a lot, and does shit for him she wouldn't do for me. I mean maybe she would and its just my imagination. But I guess all that matters is that thats how it feels.
Sometimes things just feel so overwhelming its too killer to just say it. So I won't go on. I just hold on for the ride and find sanity in reading or watching movies or cooking. Sometimes it would be nice to just have someone to come home to that I knew wasn't going to be a douche and I could lay with and just love and be loved back. And not have to worry so much about everything. Yeah, that would be ideal.


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Posted 6/28/2006 10:25 AM by nominationsr - reply

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I don't normally do this, go into other people's xanga and just randomally comment, but I saw yours in a writing type blogring. And I'm just trying to collect some xanga friend that are beginning with the writing. I sometimes just need to talk to someone. And I'm not sure if you are a writer or not; could not tell.
Posted 6/28/2006 10:38 AM by lilmissfeltonchic - reply

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it makes me sad to see other people sad.  Please don't be sad.  It'll get better, and you will find that perfect guy.  remember "the sun will come out tomorow"
Posted 6/29/2006 8:12 AM by garcon_de_francais - reply

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give me a call if you need to talk. next time you offer me lasagna, i think i'll pass!
Posted 6/29/2006 10:49 AM by studlynate412 - reply

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don't we all do? :)
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sorry dude bout tha whole thing in ur update....thats pretty horrible how she treated u, hope ur day wasnt like that today i guess haha. wellll wats up neway?
Posted 7/4/2006 8:59 PM by Haf_RicanPapi - reply

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jerk face, I see how it is. umm the officers will meet sometime after school starts to talk about meeting times, we normally have meetings like a few weeks into the fall semester

later hun

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